[Admin Note: The images in this post may be extremely triggering.
Do not proceed further if images of self-harm are triggering to you.]
I have been doing this kind of self harm with a knife for a while and can’t seem to stop. I just want to go deeper all the time, maybe causing some real damage. I made a post yesterday about self stabbing and it is something that I both enjoy and am afraid of. I wonder how may others do this. I’m not into self cutting as is common in girls, but I have this primeval desire to gut myself. My fascination with knives is growing as is my association with men and women who live on the edge. It is the danger I seek I guess. I put myself out there on the net to meet up with other like minded souls and almost don’t care what happens when we meet. It is both frightening and exciting. I’m not sure what to do about it, but I can’t stop. It’s like any other desire to gamble, drugs, sex. It just has me now.
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Bloody belly button.
Ugh, TMI, please, no pictures necessary. Maybe you could speak to someone, this seems very abnormal and serious and probably requires professional help.
I understand the pain you’re going through as a former cutter,
but could you please not post pictures?
This post could be very triggering for people that used to cut.
I”m new to this and did not realize. So sorry.