Earlier Today I Sat At The Library In My Town… Waiting For The Bus.. And 2 Police Officers Showed Up, They Were There For “Security” Reasons. All That I Could Think About Was Going Up To The One Sitting Down On The Desk… And Grabbing For His Gun.. And Shooting Myself..
This Is My First Post Ever… I Dunno If I’ll Be Back On.. I Hope So. I Just.. Have Given Up So Much Hope.
I Don’t Deserve To Be Here. I Don’t Deserve To Live. No, I’m Not Going To Commit Suicide. At Least Not Tonight. I Guess I Wanted To Come On Here And Vent A Little? I Dunno What My Intended Purpose Is. Or What Kind Of Auidence I’m Going To Attract. But I Just Needed To Get This Off My Chest. And Feel Some What Better. Sorry For The Mindless Ranting. Sorry For Wasting Your Time. Sorry For Thinking That Someone Out There Could Help Me..
See Yah Soon!
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Stick around man, I think most of us started on here just like that too. I know I did, like a week or two ago lol. You will make it man. We are human, we can triumph suicide.
You didn’t waste anybodies time by posting….that’s what its here for to vent, to tell others how you feel, to get things off your chest….anything you feel you need to say go ahead….but as to your thoughts about grabbing the gun…..DON’T……police waistbands aren’t like the ones of old where you could just snatch the gun out and start shooting….now they have security measures embedded in them where you have to unlock the security mechanisms to get it out. If you try they would have you on the ground and tazers in your back before you could count to 3 ….
You should stick around and try posting about your problems and say what you feel. I’m positive you will find people here that can relate to you and you probably won’t find other sites or even other people that are as understanding as those on this site. Many of us can empathize with you because most likely we feel similar.
Dont do no such bro. You would get yer ass licked over and over again by the damned cops boot. Stay on posting and let us get to know how you ended up at this here bad fix.
Im still here.