I am 24 and I’ve been wanting to die since I was 14.
I don’t consider myself a very smart person and I don’t know what to do with my life. I always had an idea of what I wanted to do and now I am completely lost. But I am a good person, and although the world sucks, because it does, I am going to try to stay for as long as I can to try and change it.
Although most of you might think it has nothing to do, this year I turned into a vegan and I have noticed a change. I used to be pretty much depressed every day and now it doesn’t happen that often. I tend to be more positive. It also helps me feel better about myself, knowing that I am trying my best not to harm anyone.
Let’s try to do something good with our lives. I wish I hadn’t been born, I wish to go to sleep and not wake up, but since I am still here, why not try and make the best out of it? Let’s look for a purpose and focus on it.
I got more stuff going on in my head and this post doesn’t mention half of it, but I hope that it somehow helps others at least.
I have no idea if it’s possible, and it might sound weird, but I’d like to talk to any of you people who visit this site and get to know to you. We could probably help each other in some way.
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Sounds much like me, except that my diet is mainly meat.
I like this post.
I like this post too!
I was trying to get the idea across (earlier) that a vegan diet can be very beneficial and maybe even life saving in a lot of cases. I wish I could be vegan but I exert too much energy, I’d have to eat constantly throughout the day, and I can’t do that with my schedule
I’ve been vegetarian for my whole life. It makes me more depressed, because, as they say, ignorance is bliss.