yeah I dunno if this is a good idea.. but venting is ok right?
well I just broke up w my gf.. like 2 months back.. around the same time i lost my job.. i’m working now but its just teaching some like 2 hours a day..
socializing has been quite a difficult thing for me.. esp in the workplace.. my previous job was alright cuz I could relate to the people better.. they were cool people and liked to go out and stuff.. this new place.. they’re nice but they’re more square so i can’t quite fit in.. anyways.. so it’s teaching for 2 hours.. and sit around awkwardly and go home.. with no gf to hang out with after..
fucking sucks.. but I promised myself after this traumatizing break-up that I would only date again once my shit is together, my negative thinking is obliterated, and I’m more mature.. all of which led to the demise of this love I once had..
soon i’ll be going back to school so there’ll be more ppl around and ppl who like the stuff i do.. but still.. anyways.. i dunno complainings bad.. but venting is ok?
I have some other work.. but I can’t quite get motivated like I could before.. it’s so funny how life can be so amazing and then just drop to shit.. well that drop to shit was my fault.. if only I had just taken it easy I don’t think I would’ve lost my girlfriend.. but maybe it’s god giving me a hard lesson.. anyways.. I dunno just venting
xo
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Here for you man. Been through so much shit with girls and love and jobs and all that stuff. It’s life, its a gift. We can always wake up the next day and do what we gotta.
it sucks man.. everything was going so well and just as planned.. get the job.. get a hot girl who was so into me.. and was nice.. pretty.. had some minor drawbacks.. but nothing too distracting..
and then lost job.. lost the mind (completely) and hence lost the girl.. and now its like back to square one.. its some fkin bs!!!!!
now i don’t even have the balls to go out and socialize again cuz i’ve kinda lost my gauge on the real world.. and how to interact etc.. confidence kinda dropped.. complaining does no good i guess.. but i figure just mope for a while until school starts.. give myself a break
I would recommend working out, a lot, makes you feel a lot better about yourself. Builds confidence, big time. Makes it a lot easier to talk to girls when you feel great about yourself, also easier to handle rejections (unavoidable). Also, getting good grades will help you feel great about yourself too, and make others look up to you, which also feels good.
yeah thanks man. i work out as well. but a bit lazy to do the research and shit. I just run for 30 minutes everytime i go and do ab work and what not. I’m kind of staying away from chicks though… so many shitty experiences recently… but thanks