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i was reading 2012 around that posts and read the comments.and most of the guys usernames are new/as i read recent posts and “participate” on some of them/
Or they are not visible/changed/ now. what happen to those sp families? Did they killed them selves? Or treat their depressions? Is there anyone who is reading this and was
Participant of “oldy” posts?or it is common for sp to get new generations every year?are we dead
Next year?as i learn from history we
Won’t be around/chat each other/.

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26 comments

joinel 9/15/2013 - 11:52 am

i think i know where ESA get their suicide statistics on 3rd world countries.from suicide forums.i am sure they don’t give a shit about as
To find and count our body every where.so assume that this is 2014
And goodby you guys:(.i will post again if things get better or if it really is the END.i am hugly suspect
The later one…

lorax 9/15/2013 - 12:02 pm

I’m still here. I mean, I am clearly a new user and have not changed my nickname several times. I swear!

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 12:03 pm

Well I have been around since March 2011 but I didn’t comment that much but I did meet another user who posted in March 2011 and he is still alive to an we are getting married this March. There is still some users from along time ago but a lot of them do leave or leave and come back

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 12:04 pm

Oh but idid have a different user but I cant rem the pass to get on it

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 12:24 pm

Wow was just looking at my fiancées post , he first posted back in may 2010, He has been on an off here a long time!

AtTheEnd 9/15/2013 - 12:28 pm

We die, we get better, we get tired of the site, we move on and continue to manage. SO many possibilities. Sometimes we also change usernames. Some of us don’t.

AtTheEnd since April 2011 c:

In all honesty i think the majority of the teens on here just move on with their lives. Confirmed deaths aren’t as plentiful as you’d think, but mostly the younger ones move on. Sometimes they don’t…we just don’t know.

I swear Sara you are IDENTICAL to another user I knew who met her boyfriend on here. I’d say who i think you are but i have a feeling that it would be awkward if im right or awkward if im wrong LOL

joinel 9/15/2013 - 12:33 pm

if you are getting married why are you still here?i mean to get another
Fiance?haha it is good to know that peoples with suicide thoughts
Can survive that much.i wish you a happy,joyfull,everlasting life.keep pushing bro.

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 12:47 pm

Nope, I don’t need another one, I can hardly handle one, and when I was done with guys for good when I met him. Unfortunatly just because I found someone I love I am still not ok and probably that is why I am drawn back here, I am still not happy and do still in fact think about killing myself

joinel 9/15/2013 - 1:01 pm

what other thing do you need from earth’s little giving life.does
Finding a pair not good enough?

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:02 pm

Also ATE I am sure that whoever your thinking about isn’t me, the only users i had were sarah232 and one day when things went wrong and my fiancée was on sp talking about killing himself i made an acc no1 just to tell him not to cuz i couldn’t get on my first acc , and until lately i havn’t really commented much to anyone.. and @joinel i have tried other forums and some related specifically to my body dismorphic problems but no1 there is any help and you have to wait days just to get a reply

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:04 pm

Well, i have never had any problem finding boyfriends i have never went without a boyfriend but when you have the mental problems i have having a boyfriend does not fix them in fact having a boyfriend probably makes it worse

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:05 pm

Having a fiancée boyfriend does not fix body dismorphic disorder so that i don’t think i am the ugliest person on the planet, having a boyfriend doesn’t cure biplor and fix symtoms of scitzo, or anorexia and bulimia or any of the other problems i have that no1 around me can understand

joinel 9/15/2013 - 1:28 pm

is bdd only thinking or you really are ugly?i don’t know about bdd
But i know my face is not the same
Since i got rich with acne scars.

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:32 pm

I think i am really ugly and i see it in the mirror, and i have breakdowns and cry if i so much as see a pic of me. so yes as far as im concered im realy ugly and disgusting because that is what i see when i see myself

joinel 9/15/2013 - 1:38 pm

which part isn’t you don’t like?i mean do you have scars or something? “ugly” make it clear.

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:40 pm

Well first it started out i didn’t like my mouth and now it has went to where everything on my body looks disgusting to me now so everything from my hair to my feet looks so ugly now. I even had to just cut my finger nails and toe nails off because no mater what i did i could not make them look normal so u could say every part of my body is horrible looking to me now

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:41 pm

An im realy sorry your suffering with your skin problems

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:45 pm

And even when it does happen i feel happier i always know in the back of my mind sooner or later these problems will win its just a mater of time

joinel 9/15/2013 - 1:53 pm

well let me tell you one thing you didn’t decide whether you are ugly or not it is the society.so if you really are ugly it means that that you must be bullied from the society.but if you are not and i am guessing the latter one i think you have to start liking yourself.girls sometimes get obsessed with thiere looks and i understand and
Guys are not that much beauty concerned to watch your toe nails.
But if you have social isolation we are in the same boat.

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:53 pm

So ya that’s why i still frequent suicide sites and other forums because having a pair might be all some people need to fix their problems but it has never cured me and i don’t think its ever going to

iamsara198 9/15/2013 - 1:57 pm

I have went through social isolation and if it wasn’t for close family members and my fiancée i would not have any one to talk to. I am to the point i am even uncomfortable going to visit my own mother and sisters across town, hell lol for along time i wouldn’t even go out for exercise cept at night or early mornings so people wouldn’t talk to me because i felt like a huge ugly freak.

joinel 9/15/2013 - 2:01 pm

wellcome aboard.lol

indigo rain 9/15/2013 - 11:12 pm

It’s hard to believe that i have been on this site since feb 2011. I talked with a few ppl but we lost touch. I do wonder where they are now sometimes. I stopped posting a lot and i mostly just read and comment. I still want to die but my family keeps me alive.

uselessme 9/19/2013 - 4:17 pm

Not even God wants me……….

I am stuck here.

noonoo12 9/19/2013 - 4:25 pm

@uselessme

If God did not want you here, he would smite you.

dreamstauge 9/20/2013 - 12:27 pm

@noonoo12 thats a bit harsh lol.
@uselessme if god doesnt love you, love yourself, embrace yourself, be your own bestfriend.

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