You wouldn’t understand

I started cutting today… Now I understood why teens cut.. It’s not because they wanted to… Something pushed them off the edge to do it… Someone they wanted to please because their only mistake was being alive… You can’t say they’re going to hell… Someone hurt them so deep and so badly…. And sometimes physical pain is just much better than emotional pain… Physical pain is just much better… Much much better… The cuts shows the hurt behind the mask… The bleeding is prove of existence… The bleeding shows the amount of pain the heart bears…. The bleeding is the one that reveals everything…. The bleeding is the one that saves… Don’t say we just want attention… We find comfort in cutting… Because you have no idea what we’ve been through… You have no idea how painful it is to be alive… You have no idea… And no, we don’t want attention… Infact we just want the opposite… We want you to leave us alone… Don’t talk to us, just don’t open your flapping mouth… Don’t open them. Don’t talk to us. Just don’t talk. Jut don’t. Cause you’ve not been in our shoes. You have no idea what we’ve been through… You have no idea how it feels like to be alive and think “oh how I wish I’m dead” you certainly have no ideA… You put the scars… you WANTED to see us hurt. You have no idea… You don’t know us so go away. Don’t talk as though you know us so freaking well… Just don’t open your mouth. Go away. And leave us alone. You re the cancer of society. You are the reason why I want to be left alone. I hate you. Don’t try to talk… It doesn’t help… Cause you were the cause of it. So don’t try to heal. Just don’t fucking talk. Keep that mouth shut. Don’t talk. Don’t talk.