I’m so tired of being stuck in this same old fucking rut, I’ve been here my whole entire life and I’m sick of it, I can no longer see a bright light in the dark tunnel that I call my life, my friends aren’t even my friends anymore, I’m so consumed by work that people just stopped trying to be there for me. Honestly if it wasn’t for work I would’ve been gone already, I used to like work I did, I used to call them my second family but I’m not sure about that anymore. Things have a way of changing and I think I’ve changed too. I used to be bubbly and happy and helped people with THEIR problems, I was the happy one in my friend circle, nobody ever thought oh are you okay? Nope, I was the one who cared about everyone else, nobody showed me the same respect. It’s all about them, I make them feel better and when the door swings my way no one tries to make me smile or even ask me what’s wrong and I’m tired of keeping it inside I’m just done, I would’ve killed myself by now but I don’t have anything to kill myself with. The thing I was thinking about is OD but idk, what’s something I can by from a drugstore that I can overdose on? I’m so tired of my life I’m doing nothing I’m going nowhere nobody cares about me I’m just so done. Hence my name Imsodone