I carved his name into my skin and now hopefully ill have a scar of his name on my skin forever. in school today ill imagining the ways that ill be killing myself when I get home. I don’t have a pulse without him, I don’t know how Im alive and breathing right now. I love him more than I love myself. This relationship was more important to me then keeping myself alive was. He doesn’t understand what I am without him. I don’t even understand it. I love him so much. If he doesn’t talk to me before I go home, ill be dead by tonight
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Don’t let your happiness depend on someone else, no matter how hard it is.
It’d be a shame to see that love to be wasted away, when it could be given to someone who’d deserve it and appreciate it.
There are other fish in the sea darling. Believe me, I’ve been there-thinking she’s the only girl for me, I can’t live if I can’t have her. And then I’d end finding and dating someone hotter and better…not because I’m superficial, it just happened for me.
So whatever you see in this guy-is firstly mostly likely an illusion-he could be a petty loser, insecure, abusive, likes child-porn, wants to be a Nazi, you just never know-you’re only idealizing him because of how you feel.
Secondly, you might find another guy who’ll be as crazy about you as you are about him. And lastly I like passion in a girl like yours…it’s sweet and seductive, just save it for the right guy.
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I’d end up finding…
Girl, you have many guys at the palm of your hand. I bet you’re so beautiful guys cant say no to you. Just like secondlife 😉 Play it well. You got this. Put your tiara back on beau, you have a long red carpet to walk on in front of you.
I didn’t understand either. But you don’t give up, please. He may never come back to you, but if you take yourself away, he’s sure to never come. Give yourself another chance at love. Secondlife is absolutely right, your love will go somewhere, perhaps save a bit for yourself?
Thanks for the kudos guys and good posts also.