Every night I go to sleep hoping to never wake. Every breath I take is a mistake. I wasn’t met for this cold world… How could The man I fell for, the man I have a beautiful little boy with intentionally physically hurt me but won’t let me hurt myself.. I blame no one for this.. I mean I’m a big girl right? No ones forcing me to do anything. Just a half hour ago it could have all been over.. So I’m at the park hanging from my jacket when suddenly a car pulls up and flashes the lights on me, my immediate reaction was to flee.. But tonight at about 3am.. Ill disappear into the night & do what Was truly met.. Enjoy life while you still have it, peace & love to everyone<3
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I’m very concerned if the man you love is hurting you physically… in answer to your question, maybe he wants to control all aspects of your life… even your death… this is kind of common in domestic violence situations.
I hope you get out of your violence situation before choosing the end your life. It might give you a different perspective, that’s all. Good luck.