I can’t do this anymore…I am too anxious…I’m too scared…and I’m freaking out…there isn’t any use in anything anymore…I’m just as worthless as I was before…goddamn it y did I have invest so much into this…u kno what? Not gonna do it anymore…might as well end it…I can’t take being sad anymore.
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Driving, wantin so bad to drive into oncoming traffic…but I don’t want to hurt anyone but me…there’s a pole…that’s an idea…now just to pick one
Dude youll fucking survive the crash
I mean there is a chance she would die but I mean it depends how fast and at what angle you hit the pole….I wouldn’t risk it though…if you survive police can tell the difference between a legitimate auto accident and attempted suicide
“you have a car.you should thank me.or you will be stoned to death.”Jhon 27:32.
Wow joinel…never read that one lol…again I chickened out…I guess its for the best…y’all r right
for a while I was considering car…too many variables. anyway I’m glad u chickened out
I appreciate that imonlyaman…I am jus so done…its getting worse and worse by the day…that little carrot I wanted isn’t going to happen…nothing is…I’m back to the very beginning, where I am lonely, sad, hopeless, joyless, and anything else u can think of..I do not feel worthy of anything…I feel inadequate and that I will never be happy…I feel as tho this life that I have right now is the one I’m stuck with…even tho I try my hardest to chnge thingsfor the better, it is that God is saying, nope this is it, nothing else for u…take it or leave it…when I try and leave it, I am met only with obstaces and road blocks…when I try and leave life, I can’t seem to get it done…like I don’t have a choice…I have to stay and suffer…but for what? That’s what I want to kno…for what? Why?
What state or country do you live in?
I’m in the US…Indiana
We are kind of close….I’m in Cincinnati zebragirl1984
I love Cincinnati…I haven’t been there in ages…I’m down by Kentucky…this place also depresses me…it’s fuckin flat and ugly as sin…sad….but oh well…I’ll be moving here soon…hopefully…if he doesn’t hate me
Yeah well you wouldn’t like it now….it sucks….there is nothing to do here except the casino which I think indiana has one of those….
I like the open land in kentucky….I’d actually prefer to be in large open country land over the city….to have a farm and live away from other people…..I wouldn’t mine having a small farm a small spring for water and a few animals and somewhere to grow food….probably harder than I’d like to imagine it though
Yeah we have a casino where I live…when I move I’ll be moving with the mnts beach and open land….I can’t wait siiiigh