Tonight I stayed home. By myself. I cry in the far corner of my room. I can’t take this anymore, hey, it IS the day of the dead. Why not celebrate on my wrists and legs and any other part? And for my big finale I’ll join everyone else six feet under.
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you are worth a lot fallenangel, you shouldn’t compare yourself too much with what is normal or with someone else. because then you will just get more depressed.
Why would you want to do that to yourself hun? Seems like you should be reaching out to your friends and family.
Your self-isolation is making your situation worse. Only you can help yourself get better-we can simply give advice and support. If you want to be better, it will take some effort on your part.
I understand isolation and being alone. When I was a teenager I wanted to just take my father’s gun and end it. More recently I have considered doing it. I don’t go into what ignorant people say like suicide is a cop out, or what weak people do. It is neither. It is inglorious, distainful, but not a weak way out. It takes a lot to do something that we think may hurt.
I do want you to know that you are not alone or a waist. You are a pretty young woman with what could be a full, fun, and complete life ahead.