Dear Sadness,
You win. He left me. He didn‘t even say goodbye. I can feel the winter inside me. I don‘t want to wake up in this nightmare anymore. He left me. He left me. He left me.
It‘s hard to believe, it‘s hard to see, it‘s hard.. But he did. Deep inside I know it but I can‘t force myself into believing it. I deny the true because it‘s too cold to carry it with me. I wish I could just close my eyes and disapear.
Oh, Sadness, I don’t mind You. My agony is bearable.  Don’t leave if You need to stay. I don‘t deserve to see the light.  I was a bad person, I‘m a bad person and I will be a bad person. This time I won‘t lie. I won‘t lie to anyone. I can‘t change. I won‘t change. This is who I am. And that‘s why I will have to carry this hell inside me. I will have to learn how to live in sorrow because this is me, this is my life.
Thank You, Sadness. You are the justice, You are the peace. Thank You, Sadness. Now I can see the World isn’t wrong, there is stip hope for good souls. Thank You, Sadness. Thank You.
Your old friend,
K.
7 comments
Beautiful.
Very poetic but somewhat cliche
Sorry for being critical but havent slept for 3 days and am feeling slightly psychotic and easily irritated
I know it’s cliche. I heard “Hello, Sadness, my old friend” somewhere and now it’s stuck in my head but somehow it helps me. I’m not very smart to say something new, but that’s okay because I probably will never be a writer (even if it’s my biggest wish).
Anyway, thank You both 🙂 It’s nice to hear things like that.
Hello, I am Sadness (Tristeza means Sadness). Your post is sad and beautiful.
@wwrtxc ah simon and garfumkel it all makes sense now dont give up on being a writer kust channel your pain and experiences into it takes a lot to put yourself out there
Just not kust lack of sleep definitely affecting me