Ive been on Prozac, Lexapro, Saphris (it made me manic) and one more in between I can’t remember, I am trying to keep it together with 450 Wellbutrin 200 Zoloft. I am sick of taking them. I tried to ween off the Zoloft and I was crying uncontrollably. I want to just fall asleep and not wake up, I think about it every day. I stay in my cave all day trying to nap with the TV on.
I am waiting for my parents and my dogs to pass away, then it’s my turn. I don’t want to make my parents sad. A lot of my problem is I do things for other people. My only friend who returned the love moved away 3 weeks ago, which has made it worse. I tried to talk to another friend about it and she said “I know how you feel” and then went on to talking about her baby shower. How can you possibly know how I feel? I absolutely hate it when people say “I know how you feel”.
I wish someone would ask “how are you?” and actually care to listen to my response. A shoulder to cry on. Someone to hug.
I have some years left, but I am thinking pills, or maybe this helium thing I have been reading about.
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So, how do you feel?
How are you, today?
Please reach out and and send me message. I would love to know more about you, your life, your dreams – anything really.
I could use a friend too.
Virtual hugs. We both need it.
It’s all about the ego and serving it. Sorry, I wish it weren’t like that either. Of course they know how you feel, because it’s about them and not how you feel. Then again, who needs friends or anything personal when you can have iCrap, cosmetic products, and unsecured lines of credit?