…idk

Idk why I even bother sometimes >.> I don’t want to move.I don’t even want to talk >.> but I bother changing nothing & just complain.this is my first time on this site but I’ve been on other sites trying to deal with my “problems” and let me just say,I’ve meet some…lovely…people.

I’ve already tried to hurt myself…maybe I do that by hurting other’s?not bullying…but just doing stuff to myself to make them feel bad..?but I don’t tell people..so it’s not for attention…IDK…I’m not sure how people are on this site..so I’m not really sure how it works..I just feel like I’m shutting down and stress level is maximum >°< every second I'm not studying I'm failing…I can't help but to feel I'm failing every day challenges…kinda like I'm just..sinking in my own little fuked up world…no one at school is noticing I'm falling under…my grades are still…okay..I'm just less social and don't feel like I can move…I've cried for stress…I don't cut,,,,but I have in the past so if I tell anyone they will assume I'm suicidal and cutting :/ I'm not complaining…I put this own my self..I'm just…I don't know exactly what I'm feeling..I just don't feel like it anymore..that dosnt even make since…

Thanks for reading xXx