Hi I’m 17 and live in a small town in ca and wow I don’t even know what to say I guess that all my life all I have ever wanted was to be loved to be someone’s world and for them to be mine I don’t want money fame or to be remembered just to die with a wife and some kids but no matter how hard I try I can’t I never under stand I’m a nice guy who cares more about outhers then my self but all the girls seem to like the assholes that treat them like shit I dont know maybe I’m wrong maybe there nice but y can’t I find someone I’m 17 and have had one girlfriend and she only dated me for my money and the sad thing is I new that and still dated her because I was so afaired of being alone I just wish I could find someone that cared mabye I don’t desrive someone I’m not smart or that good looking
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Hang in there. In the end, people really care more about whats on the inside of a person than shallow things. You sound like a really nice guy. Give it time and I’m sure it will work out. TV projects this image that at 16 everybody’s got to have a girlfriend. For some people it just takes a while to find the right person.
Depression is really mean to us when we don’t get what we’re looking for. It’s not your fault.
~ 18-year-old female (yes, we do exist)
Don’t be so hard on yourself,your only 17 you’ve got allot of life to live and things will get better trust me.I was once in your shoes.I will never understand the fact that most women do love to get treated badly and get cheated on.Continue to be you and you will find the right person.
Well I’m 17 too and never had a boyfriend lol