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Imagine…Imagine your brand new baby will be welcomed to the world today. Imagine the happiness you will feel, the pride you’ll feel when you see his or her beautiful face. Imagine the love, like you’ve never felt before and you feel that you couldn’t love anything more in the world no matter what. Now imagine you’re five years down the road. Your baby is walking and talking and playing in the other room. Starting kindergarten, in his or her own world. Imagine the bittersweet feeling on that first day of school. Imagine the love, like you’ve never felt before and you feel that you couldn’t love anything more in the world no matter what. Now, imagine 5 more years have passed. Your child is in junior high, feeling so independent. Imagine your baby girl or boy starts to get bullied for their body, or for their looks. Imagine the hate they feel towards the bullies. Imagine the sorrow they have to go through every day. As a mother or father, you’re trying everything you can to make your kid happier. The smile you put on their face makes you feel so warm, they can feel the love, like they’ve never felt before. Like nobody else could love them anymore no matter what. Now imagine 5 years have passed, and not even you can put a smile on their face anymore. You try to make every day good for them, but nothing works. Imagine coming home one day, going in your baby’s room and seeing them, not suffering, not sad, not happy, but lifeless. Eyes staring, full of nothing. Chest not moving with a heartbeat or pulse. Body blank, and with out life. Your baby has done this to theirselves because of the bullying. Imagine the hate you feel towards anybody that contributed to your baby’s suicidal feelings, even blaming yourself because you could have tried harder, or taken them to get help. Imagine the sorrow you’d feel, the hurt, the agony, && the mourning you’d feel. Your whole world was just taken away by a few words, that you never once believed about your child. Imagine the revenge you’d want. The karma you pray takes place. Imagine the pain you feel every morning, knowing your baby is gone. But now, imagine your baby’s feelings now. In heaven, full of life. Living through an angel. Your baby’s happy again. And just to know that, and think about that, makes you feel the love and happiness of your baby, even if just for a minute. -MH
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First off, wow, didn’t know titles could be that long.
You bring up an interesting scenario. One I’m having a hard time picturing because I do not and may never have kids. So, I’m going to look at it as my dog, because I love him like a son. So, if I found “son” hanged himself I’d be devastated. I’d want to kill whoever was responsible in a bully scenario.
However, not all depression and suicide is bully related. So, I’d feel like a failure not being there for my son when he needed me. I’d wonder if I spent more quality time would it have made a difference?
Anyways, interesting.
It makes me happy knowing I’m doing the best thing i could ever do for my child..
Which is to prevent that child from ever being conceived to be born to this forsaken pile of rock and shit!
Why do i feel like this might be the work of a bot?
Didn’t think about that..
But it’s still interesting!
I can imagine coming here at first and just loosing myself in thought only to spill everything out on the subject title and post it.
Hell…sometimes I accidentally start typing in my comments when I’m logging in! lol it happens! But I catch my self! 🙂
Thank you MH. Your post is the reason I don’t have children. I would hate the of knowing that I was putting a child through the torture of life. It is not like there are any promises when a couple has a child. The child could die before the age of 30 because they were sent to war, or because they have a physical condition, or because they have a mental condition that causes them to self-destruct. It’s not like an infant signs a contract that says “I promise to live as long as possible” at birth. Existence is started against our will by people who have no idea what sort of being the will create. I wish everyday my parents had practiced life long celibacy instead of forcing the burden of life on an unwilling participant.
Not all of us believe in heaven or an afterlife.
this is so damn sad. i dont deserve the my mother, ive been and continue to be such a huge asshile to her. i feel such a shame and anger towards myself because the way ive treated her.
Imagine you save your child a lifetime of pain and suffering…simply by never having them. I think it’s unbelievable that anybody would be willing to bring a child into a world like this.
First of all… I can’t imagine such things because I’d never bring any potential children into a life like this anyways….secondly… I feel like any parent who lets a child continued to be bullied and they know about it needs to be slapped in the fucking face…..how fucking hard is it to withdraw the child from that school and place then into another one or hell home school them or enroll them in online school ….or move far away….or enroll them in private school……and if they didn’t have the resources to do those things then why the hell did they have children in the first place? A child isn’t simply a child….its also a MAJOR bill that you have no choice but to pay otherwise the child suffers….many will proclaim you don’t need money to raise a child you need love and I call those folks champion dumb asses….like you DO in fact need an adequate amount of resources to raise children…the fact that some survive with little to no money in no way invalidates this rule but I digress ….
I just think that if a parent knows a child is being bullied to the point it is having a negative affect on their psyche it is 100% their responsibility to remove that child from that situation….and for the people that will read this and say “well that’s teaching them to run from their problems”….eh no it isn’t….if a problem is unsolvable then what the hell do you do? remove yourself from the fucking problem….like if your house is a fucking full blown raging inferno that has engulfed the whole house….do you run or take your hose from the sink and try to extinguish it? if you choose the latter then I hope your family has more common sense than you…..