My life…….

Well I was going thru Google and And I found this website best way to let my feelings out..and that people will understand me. My life has always been depressing, sad, and I’ve always felt alone even when people claim to say they will always be here for me.  I’ve been put down plenty of times in my life, used like if I was nothing and I’ve been betrayed by the people who they say in this world will never betray you because their “family” that isn’t true. Even family hurts you, your own blood can do so much damage to you just like if your not nothing to them. Your probably asking why do I think this well because growing up in a household with my mom dad and 2 sisters and 1 brother, I’ve always had a secret I wanted to scream and shout out….which was I was being sexually abused by my own brother. A person who is suppose to love and protect you but did the complete opposite.  Yeah this is the first part of  my so called “life”.