I’m so tired of feeling things, I can’t take it anymore.
Everything I feel is 10 times stronger than it should be.
I hate it, my bipolarity is taking over my life, my feelings and my thoughts are taking over my life.
I can’t even be at peace by being by myself, because my brain is so unbelievably scatterd. Every moment is a battle with myself, and I’m so tired of it.
I’ve tried drinking, cutting, smoking, everything in hopes that something would distract me from myself.
I wish they’d give me medication so strong that it just completely numbs me.
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i think drinking is a better solution for me.i drink sometimes if i get lucky.:)anyways did you try listening music and dancing.it is the best solution i can afford,in what ever time.just shake every part of your body.i dance just like tom,from tom and jerry.(what! i love to watch them.lol).
haha thanks for the advice,
It’s not that simple… I can’t really dance the depression away when I have one of my mood swings. It’s like a crippling horrible feeling that I can’t stop.