The title. I am in no mood or state of mind for SP tonight.
So i really should’t post this. BUt i don’t care i just want to runawey.
I can’t be here anymore i can’t take it. Please help me escape this.
I don’t want to kill myself. I just don’t want to be here anymore.
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so go. leave.
what is stopping you?
No need to be an ass 50SOC….
I’m definitely not being an ass. I felt the same way 5 years ago, and I left.
Where did you go?
Well not everyone operates the same way you do…
I hear you man…
Be gentle, at least for tonight. Do something you like. Just for tonight.
Close your eyes and block everything out. Lets do it together <3
One day you will fly my little blackbird, and you will see you’re feathers change color in the sunlight, turning into a white dove. You can start over somewhere and leave everything behind. Do what will make you feel alive. Go into a rural town for a while and see the beauty you find there. Real people and real earth. You can do this love
I went to another state, far enough away to feel safe.
my disabled younger sister had died. i discovered that my stepfather (her father) had been sexually abusing her and my mom had somehow reasoned through it. i was in the throes of a several years long opiate addiction. I ended up going to jail for a week and going through withdrawl.
enough was enough and i left. i went to the farthest place that i could go that I had friends who would help me and i never looked back.
op, i hope you are okay and that you can leave too.
@50shadesofcray Good for you. My plan is to move to another country. I just need to save up enough money, receive the proper Visa acceptance, and I’m gone. Depending on the circumstances this may take a while, but I’ll try to keep going until then.