You are all great people in my mind. You recognize that there is seriously something wrong with the world and in your own lives, and you acknowledge that fact with all of your posts. You reflect, you teach, and you inspire us all to take action in our own lives. So to you I say.. Thank you all for being alive!
In no particular order:
@Clevername- I started coming to this sight a month or 2 after you first popped up, but since I’ve been here I’ve realized that this site suffers without you and your opinion. So it prompts the question.. How did this site get along before you? I’m not saying that you should waste more of your time on a suicide site, but if you got nowhere else you want to be, you belong here helping others the way you do. You can be misunderstood at times, but through any confusion there are still those who can never mistake your true good nature. And your logic for reasoning can’t be matched, it’s that strength we need here to keep the ignorance at bay.
@Procel- we all love to take the piss with each other around here. It’s funny how some of us just blend naturally in the SP biometric opinion pool. We mesh nicely and create some good times here on SP. π your a good friend. I’m sorry you suffer with your own demons, but you are a strong individual. That’s obvious. There have been times that you disappear on us, and it gives us all the creeps but I know you’re out there battling with your own frustrations. You are another person this site can’t afford to lose. you are my brother across the sea.
@PainNlife- Speaking of people this site can’t afford to lose.. You might not see it but it’s true. You aren’t just another stubborn asshole on this site, you are the one that really cares. You are the genuine lean to guy that we need to lift our spirits, and let us know when we are reaching too far and over thinking too much. You remind us of the facts we need to know about living in an evil world with good people getting the short end of the stick. You might think life is so easily let go but I can assure you there are those who can’t accept losing you so easily. We need you here.
@Stendarr’s *****- π battle ready and a sense of compassion, you are a truly great person. I love how you set people straight, you aren’t afraid to kick a few people in the junk for being retarded, and you still help others. It’s always fun to laugh with you and fire each other up with motivation. You are a great friend.
@Persephone- I am so lucky to be able to be apart of the same forum as you, with all your beauty and grace and kindness. You are strong and smart. Caring and supportive. A queen among queens, the light in a starry sky, and funny as hell! I can only hope that my life is being watched over by a goddess as mersiful as you. π
@C4- you are unbelievably clever and tanatious. You’re rude and crude with total disregard to the concept of the site and it’s followers… And I find that to be drop dead fucking funny! lol but really, you help lift others spirits and give good advise when it’s needed most. It’s obvious when you aren’t around, cuz the place feels that much slow and depressing. Lets face it, you raise some good questions, like PainNlife does. I haven’t quite figured out if you are a guy or a girl, but I’ve decided that I don’t care. You are good people and I thank you for all the support you’ve shown me and others. Keep rock’n your swag! π
@lorax- the imagination you put forward is boundless. How the hell do you do it? Idk, you are just a real inspiration to me. You make me laugh real hard some times. And you make me think. Thank you for sharing your creativity on this site.
There are so many of you out there that have touched my heart in different ways. I intend on adding more later as I gain more inspiration. Thank you!
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Aw, love you RT. Haha, yeah, I’m an abrasive asshole, but that’s what I do best π I’m so glad you’re a part of this site, you contribute so much to it, it wouldn’t be the same without you. I love how you’re blunt with your opinion and don’t smooth out the rough edges just for someone else’s sake, you’re dead honest and that’s great. You’ve got a kickass sense of humor and a great personality. You’re an incredible friend, so glad to know you π
I love everyone you listed as well, you fuckers are all great. You all make SP a much better place to be, with your intellect, insight, wisdom, humor and generally pleasant attitudes. Happy to know you guys
@SB- Γ°ΕΈΛΕ yay!! Γ°ΕΈβΕ‘
If you can think of anyone I didn’t mention, feel free to list them so I can add them on. π
the praise is going but the most funniest guest was bigcockjones.comeon let’s be honest.
I missed that whole thing so I couldn’t understand “bigcockjones” lol
i read them lately too you should read it man.he is so hilarious.
Very tempting.. Was he a troll?
yep
I will have to read it later.
But right now..
π it’s pancake time!!!
I feel honored that you hold me in such esteem Ryan1 π …. I think you are a much better asset to this site though…your sense of humor is unmatched and I like how you’re a fighter….I think you’ll make it manI really do…. If I had even half of what you possess maybe I’d be able to go on….
What about me lol
@pain- shut up! lol
@Wishing- π you are a good example for teens everywhere that you have to maintain high standards for living, put out the effort required, and maintain a positive attitude. I’m glad that you have goals to serve your country and do something that you love to do. You’re strong and funny and smart and It’s always fun to chat with you! π
So what’s been up
A whole lot!! And that’s no exaggeration. lol
I had to get a second job, but now I have to get a third job
I was offered another full time job,
(aside from that) I’m perusing a second career,
I found out my attacker tried to kill himself then they locked him up.
I busted my knee on a concrete block so now I’m limping everywhere,
And I just had French toast π
And that’s all just in the past few days! lol
How’s about you?
Life’s been crazy and so has yours as I see
Pretty much just life lol I have homecoming this coming weekend
Ooooh.. π are you going with anyone?
Yes. I am
@RT30…lol for real dude
@wishing- well are you excited?
Thank you RealTalk, you made my day. π You’re the best, you know. I like how you keep on no matter how tough things get. You’re truly an inspiration for us all.
It’s good to know that someone thinks I’m funny, too. π
@Persephone
You’re more hilarious than the Republican Party, and that’s saying something!
@Stendarr Oh pleeze. I couldn’t compete with those guys. They run a non-stop riot nut house. When I move to the U.S. of A. I intend to send Republican senators as many letters as possible complaining about everything going wrong in the country. Maybe I should pay Clevername to draft them for me. Imagine getting a hundred letters from Clevername at once in your mailbox or through your fax machine. I don’t know about you, but that would scare me enough into passing whichever law needed to be passed.
Finally, I’ve reattained obscurity
invisible dawg
Aw Dawg, I think about you. You’re one of my favorites. π
I want pictures damn it!
randy dawg
Pictures of me? π
I’m very excited
Too forward of me? π … i’m such a dirty old geezer like that
bad dawg
Hehe. Well, I have nothing against trading pics with other SP members. My email address is solarstarz @ outlook . com (no spaces) if you should wish to contact me.
If anyone else is curious about what I look like, and is willing to show photos of yourself in return, feel free to send me a message as well. I’ll warn you that I’m not a very good conversationalist, however.
Thank you π
Um, it’s mostly ADHD, I think. lol
damn, missed this. however im here now and all is good. firstly since this is created i ust say i agree with your portrayals of the people. and as to how we got on before @clevername, we basically were banging rocks together trying to creat fire with no effect then he came along and was like ***** please and went on to creat fire, now his light eradicates the darkness that was our ignorance.
and i only dissapear because im ment to be dead in a few weaks and waqnted ye to get usto me not being here but turns out i love ye guys too much to die yet.
and you forgot urself in this ryan! i think your awsome, life is there like fuck you heres a curve ball, suck it ***** and you turn arround and ***** smack life and are like nigga please you aint beating me so go fuck yourself. before clevername we walked without light, before you we walked without direction and inspiration, wouldnt trade you for anything on here brother. sorry im so late btw.
Lorax! I missed you, man! You’re never around anymore. I mean, you don’t have to post if you don’t want to, just letting you know that your absence is noted. π
Hey guys just curious how do I change my avatar?
Look up ‘Gravatar,’ sign in there with the email you use on this site, and you can upload images to be used for avatars.
@RT3; Thank you for the glowing review.
Its amusing to me how a writer can come across as male, female, or androgynous. I’ve tried to determine other peoples gender based on they communications online; sometimes I’m right, other times I’m wrong.
It can be an interesting dichotomy: How we see ourselves versus how other people perceive us. I’ve always been certain of who and what I am, but apparently I’m projecting some sort of vibe that makes me enigmatic to others.
Oh well, it’s kind of funny to me. Thanks again, RT3.
@Lucy Hey there, my West Coast Crush. I like your new moniker, by the way. Mysterious and sexy. It suits you. I agree with RealTalk, you do sound kind of androgynous. I think it’s hot. π
Who is Lucy? She’s obviously a girl, right?
I was never too sure about that. Either way I’m fine with it. π
People are so tolerant here. I haven’t felt this relaxed since the last time I took a bubble bath. I light scented candles, play some soothing Norwegian death metal, and read back issues of Guns and Ammo.
Are you trying to turn me on or something? You’re such a bad-ass chick, I can’t get over it. I’ve never met a girl quite like you.
@RT: i feel like i should say something… i did read this when you posted it, but i was… not ready to say anything, and i suppose i still don’t know what to say about that.
But the reason i’m even commenting at all, is because of this:
“I couldnΓ’β¬β’t compete with those guys. They run a non-stop riot nut house. When I move to the U.S. of A. I intend to send Republican senators as many letters as possible complaining about everything going wrong in the country. Maybe I should pay Clevername to draft them for me. Imagine getting a hundred letters from Clevername at once in your mailbox or through your fax machine. I donΓ’β¬β’t know about you, but that would scare me enough into passing whichever law needed to be passed.”
I lol’d, IRL.
The irony is that there is only one person in this world who has any clue what it would be like to receive 100 emails from me, for any reason, but also particularly about detailing everything that is and has been wrong, who is to blame, responsible, accountable for what, and what corrective measures should reasonably, justifiably, rightfully ensue. I’m pretty sure the aforementioned individual was indeed “scared enough” to act on that fear… but it did not result in anything any of those words were meant to accomplish.
Let’s just say: i doubt it would have much effect, other than getting me locked up, or at least raised to priority level on the watched/targeted individuals lists.
But i’m in a unique position of having nothing to lose by impugning my own image/reputation; i’m already a pariah IRL, so i don’t have to worry about whether anyone will think negatively of me, or preclude me from any “reindeer games.” Everyone i know, knows my nose glows; they don’t need me: they have flashlights and HID’s… and GPS and google, etc.
You can’t force anyone to read or listen; you can only offer the chance to allow them to understand. They might have already decided that whatever the truth is, they don’t want to learn it through You… but if someone else says the same thing, they’ll praise them indefinitely for their brilliance. It sucks to hold out a handful of wisdom and watch people reject what that hand holds, due to which hand is holding it. At some point i suppose i just started flinging it wherever… hoping that without being able to judge the one who offers it, the value of the wisdom itself would be apparent to any passerby.
Drip, drip… another drop in the bucket…
This world is not optimized for people like me. I should be able to make it, but i can’t stand how inefficient everything is. It takes all my energy and burns me out, just trying to get through the trivial havoc that feels like it always surrounds me. And when i enter any clearing, all i have left is spent savoring those moments of non-requirement.
I wish my life had been closer to what i was taught to expect. Then i wouldn’t have had to sacrifice quite so much of myself on figuring out that it won’t be.
“This world is not optimized for people like me.”
Preach it Brutha!
The world is definitely not optimized for free/critical/skeptical thinking people who actually t-h-i-n-k
The world and the USA in particular prefers to have dumb acquiescent sheep who are afraid of their own shadow – now here is your kool-aid … drink up, it’s good for you π
black chopper dawg