To the girl thay wrecked my wotld. i met you the 2nd of september i was 16 you were 15 now im 18 for thag two yeats she my my first real true one and olny love and we were eachothothera forst for wverything.we gave our hearts to eachother but she had a problem, talkimg to other guys and cheating on me, the ise of razor blades and burns of her name on my arm staryed coming into place, we tryed and tryed a lived her with all of my heary and then it lead to depression which led to any kind of pain killers now for a whoke uear im addicted cause of you . this night 3 hours before this post was created she told me she wiahes she never mwnt me. i jusy want to die, i have no frienda at all. no family. im on my own i want tosbe out of thos world what should i do? when will the crying stop, no girls like me at alk, i dropped out of school caise too many people threayen me. eqch day i think about suciside and hoping i od but i never do no matter how much oxy i snort m100mg is nothing. when will the pain lonlyness and agony stop:/ i mees help or i need to die, to the girlbwho wrecked my world
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the first love and the first hearbreak is the one the hurts the most. But at the end of the day, YOU WILL BE OK, time will pass, your heart will heal and you will remember the memories of this road, sometimes wonderful sometimes painful, but you won’t feel the pain anymore. Please talk to someone you know, family member, friend, someone that can show you support and positive outcomes. Believe me, you feel like you want to die right now, but if you decide to survive, you will be fine and one day you will meet the love of your life, no one could ever replace your first love but others will come and will make you happy.
Oxy is supprisingly non lethal. I don’t recommend trying to od on it.
Maybe the first step to freeing yourself from this girl is to recognise that she is not responsible for everything that happened to you… A lot of it was your actions. Which means that you also have the ability to escape some of this pain.