Sittin here cryin cause I hurt so bad and I’ve had no sleep. I can’t get help from the Drs bc they don’t want to up my meds bc they say ill get hooked…fuck that, I jus want to feel better…its unbearable…I can’t live like this with a Tens machine strapped to my back 24/7…I shouldn’t hav to either…idk what to do.
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29 years old. You are right near me in age. You like zebra stripes? Most of the girls I know really like that pattern…
Yeah, I’ve liked zebras since I was young…before it was popular…always been 1 who never goes with the crowd…guess the crowd followed me lol
I wanna jus take a whole bunch of something and pass out
why though? people who know you would never live the same again.
It’s not technically the doctors that are saying that … it’s the government telling them to say that … all part of the war on drugs and shit. The doctor’s face very strict guidlines and scrutiny if they prescribe any pain meds. Then the state swoops in and crawls up the doc’s ass with a microscope … i actually feel sorry for the doctors who got into their profession to help people and easy their suffering and are prevented from doing so by ignorant and fearful lawmakers guided by the bible as their science text
pharmaceutical dawg
Pharmaceutical dawg lmao sorry I had to smile at that lol…I kno its not their fault per say, actually bc I’m in the pain I’m in idc, but I understand…all I kno is that all I want is my low dose hydrocodone but instead of 60 a month, I need 90…I don’t want stronger shit, jus my dose but mormeandyoue…that’s y I wish they’d see that bc I’m not askin for something that is strnger than what I have…it shows I’m not addicted…at least in my mind…but idk what they have to go by…like I said, idc, I jus want relief
Ifoundmeandyou…I jus wanna go to sleep…id do anything to sleep…ok maybe not even all that many hrs, but a sound sleep would work…it jus makes me want to try everything I can to get it
I am sitting here…in pain…and I can’t stop crying…which makes me even more tired…its a neverending cycle….I feel like there’s no hope
I jus got told that I whine like a lil puppy dog bc I’m hurting…all I said was that I hurt…1 time I said it to them…and they told me I whine…see this is y I don’t tell anyone…I keep it bottled up until it explodes and I do stupid shit