You ever get that sense? A trauma switch is what it is. An old picture. A memento? Something that draws out a full sense of nostalgia that its almost unbearable? A picture you’ve seen of all your friends missing one person, you. I don’t know why, but when I see these things, thoughts race through my mind to where I can’t stand even leaving the house and socializing. Not even the 4-legged friends I have are strong enough to get me out of this deep downward spiral of being left out. So I sit here, the lost lamb from the flock. The one expected to fade from memory. At least I have them…
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Yeah ….I have old picture and songs that bring out the harshest feelings of bittersweet nostalgia that make me want to literally jump in the photo and be back in that time…. I don’t really have any friends anymore so old photos with friends only make me feel bas that they weren’t real friends to begin with….of course I can’t blame them 100% because after all it was me who cut everyone off….it was me who got depressed….so I can’t blame them for not wanting to be around something they don”t understand….around a person they no longer recognize as the same guy…but I do cherish the memories man…..I cherish them above all other things….
The priceless memories…
The best thing we can do now, is hope for the best. I haven’t lost my friends yet. Sorry to hear about that man. Reminds me of a dented childhood I had.
Hope is dead for me…there is no hope….I don’t know if you’ve seen the movie “300” but there is a part where Leonidas kicks a Persian messenger into a giant hole after he proclaims “this is SPARTA!!” …..well I feel like depression is Leonidas and I am the Persian messenger….and depression kicks me into the abyss after saying….”this is DEPRESSION!”
Sorry to hear that. I really need to watch my words. Especially here.
No need to apologize man…you were trying to help I get that