I heard this place reduces your risk of testicular cancer, it seemed like a good idea at the time. I’m hoping this place can keep me occupied until I either wind up in a coffin or with some companions. I like a good handful of people here, they make me eager to visit this site. I only plan to be here until my life changes drastically one way or another.
Randomly found the site, decided to hang around out of boredom. Cool people here, too. I suppose I’ll be chilling like the best kind of villain in this virtual neighborhood until I either am too busy in real life, or until I’m sick of everyone. 😉
Jokes, jokes. (It’ll probably be the other way around.)
After the Bengals wiped the floor with us last week, ouch, I’m a little unsure. Man, our offense, yikes. Let’s hope Gronk comes back soon. I’ll definitely be watching today
@SB I live in Cincinnati but am no fan of the Bengals (well I’m no fan of anything), but considering the Browns beat the Bengals the week before, I’d just call it a fluke and not worry too much. For some reason, the Bengals play to the level of their opponents (though often make just enough bone-head plays to lose close games). They’ll probably go maybe 9-7 at best this year. On the other hand, I kind of assume the Patriots will go at least 10-6, but I don’t even know what their current record is lol.
I’m terribly alone & I have a pathetic life. I get strong urges to kill myself but I wanna have hope. I thought interacting with people who feel the same will be helpful so I’m here. And hope and help is what I think I’ll get from SP. I keep coming back cause there’s no one who’ll understand what I’m going through. and I’ll keep coming back as long as I’m alive.
What is your purpose for being on SP?
-It’s a place where you know there are others like you. People who don’t really want to die, but don’t want to feel the hurt, pain, anger, fear, hopelessness…
I don’t think if any of us saw a future without this terminal illness, we would still choose to end our lives. Our options have been exhausted, and it’s agonizing to hide this terrible secret. The fear of being ridiculed, or locked away against our will. To be able to speak freely without burdening those around us, or worse, when you’ve burdened them to the point that they too no longer have the energy to “save” you. After all, we have to save ourselves. I’m sure we all want to, we just don’t have the power to do so no matter how hard we fight it. No one would choose this. I believe if there was a medical way to put someone into the deepest depression, it would make an excellent substitute to prison. It’s a punishment and incredible weight to bear. I suppose I can only speak for myself, but that’s what I feel.
What do you hope to get out of it?
– I hope to find the magic words that either makes me feel like I have permission to end my suffering or makes me feel hope. I desperately search for both.
What keeps you coming back?
-I come back when I am seriously contemplating ending my life within the next few hours. Suicide is something I practice often. Once I came to say I was finally ready, a final confession of sorts, but despite all my planning for the past 18 months I failed to foresee a minor detail. I failed. I’ve regrouped and it’s ready this time. I just need to let go of the guilt and give myself permission to die or find hope in life.
How long do you plan to be here?
-I plan to stay until I can no longer make it one more day
@Stendarr; I just looked up the odds Las Vegas is predicting. The Saints are the underdog, the Pats are expected to win by 1 1/2 points.
Wanna hear something funny? The Jacksonville Jaguars are expected to lose by 27 points to the Denver Broncos. This is a major, lopsided contest. It would be great to bet on Jacksonville and see ’em win. If I had psychic abilities and knew the outcome beforehand…well….you can probably guess what I’d do. 🙂
I came to SP because there are people here who can understand and relate unlike people IRL who just have a blind typical view (oxymoron I know) of depression and suicidal thoughts…
Honestly I don’t know what I expect from this place…..nothing I guess…. I mean I don’t really think I can be helped at this point
Some of the users and posts….and it makes a nice distraction on days when I’m ready to stick a fork in an outlet and say to hell with it
I has been dead for a long time its just not official yet…I have tried and tried but my stupidity keeps me alive I guess??? so I am here for concrete information…I am tiered of silly suicide attempts that do nothing but remind me of how I failed…again ….I need information, tips, advice, anything that will help me…I do not want to fail at this anymore…as long as I am still alive I will be here…the day I leave this group is the day I am relived of my suffering…
@PainNlife: I realize you are joking, but last night I found a site that logs the most successful methods of suicide with the length of time and “agony” factor on a scale of 1-100. Electrocution has 65.5% success rate, lasting 2.4 minutes with a 72 on the agony scale (which is really high in comparison to other methods). You may have already seen this site: http:// lostallhope.com/ suicide-methods/ statistics-most-lethal-methods
@SB ROTFL: I agree completely. In fact, I remember toward the end of last season, a good team with playoff potential lost to the Bungals and all of the post-game commentators said they were reassessing the team as having play-off potential because of that loss. No reliably good team wants to lose to the Bungals.
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An escape
distraction from myself
all the users but sb and u are the main two atm.
can i give minues figures?
My purpose for being here is to read, listen and talk about suicide.
My hope is that I don’t feel alone anymore. And that people listen to me and care about what I have to say.
I keep coming back because I have no where else to go.
As long as I’m still breathing, I’ll be back.
I heard this place reduces your risk of testicular cancer, it seemed like a good idea at the time. I’m hoping this place can keep me occupied until I either wind up in a coffin or with some companions. I like a good handful of people here, they make me eager to visit this site. I only plan to be here until my life changes drastically one way or another.
Hey Stendarr; Your Pats are taking on the Saints today. Any predictions?
Randomly found the site, decided to hang around out of boredom. Cool people here, too. I suppose I’ll be chilling like the best kind of villain in this virtual neighborhood until I either am too busy in real life, or until I’m sick of everyone. 😉
Jokes, jokes. (It’ll probably be the other way around.)
@C4
After the Bengals wiped the floor with us last week, ouch, I’m a little unsure. Man, our offense, yikes. Let’s hope Gronk comes back soon. I’ll definitely be watching today
@SB I live in Cincinnati but am no fan of the Bengals (well I’m no fan of anything), but considering the Browns beat the Bengals the week before, I’d just call it a fluke and not worry too much. For some reason, the Bengals play to the level of their opponents (though often make just enough bone-head plays to lose close games). They’ll probably go maybe 9-7 at best this year. On the other hand, I kind of assume the Patriots will go at least 10-6, but I don’t even know what their current record is lol.
I’m terribly alone & I have a pathetic life. I get strong urges to kill myself but I wanna have hope. I thought interacting with people who feel the same will be helpful so I’m here. And hope and help is what I think I’ll get from SP. I keep coming back cause there’s no one who’ll understand what I’m going through. and I’ll keep coming back as long as I’m alive.
What is your purpose for being on SP?
-It’s a place where you know there are others like you. People who don’t really want to die, but don’t want to feel the hurt, pain, anger, fear, hopelessness…
I don’t think if any of us saw a future without this terminal illness, we would still choose to end our lives. Our options have been exhausted, and it’s agonizing to hide this terrible secret. The fear of being ridiculed, or locked away against our will. To be able to speak freely without burdening those around us, or worse, when you’ve burdened them to the point that they too no longer have the energy to “save” you. After all, we have to save ourselves. I’m sure we all want to, we just don’t have the power to do so no matter how hard we fight it. No one would choose this. I believe if there was a medical way to put someone into the deepest depression, it would make an excellent substitute to prison. It’s a punishment and incredible weight to bear. I suppose I can only speak for myself, but that’s what I feel.
What do you hope to get out of it?
– I hope to find the magic words that either makes me feel like I have permission to end my suffering or makes me feel hope. I desperately search for both.
What keeps you coming back?
-I come back when I am seriously contemplating ending my life within the next few hours. Suicide is something I practice often. Once I came to say I was finally ready, a final confession of sorts, but despite all my planning for the past 18 months I failed to foresee a minor detail. I failed. I’ve regrouped and it’s ready this time. I just need to let go of the guilt and give myself permission to die or find hope in life.
How long do you plan to be here?
-I plan to stay until I can no longer make it one more day
@Stendarr; I just looked up the odds Las Vegas is predicting. The Saints are the underdog, the Pats are expected to win by 1 1/2 points.
Wanna hear something funny? The Jacksonville Jaguars are expected to lose by 27 points to the Denver Broncos. This is a major, lopsided contest. It would be great to bet on Jacksonville and see ’em win. If I had psychic abilities and knew the outcome beforehand…well….you can probably guess what I’d do. 🙂
I came to SP because there are people here who can understand and relate unlike people IRL who just have a blind typical view (oxymoron I know) of depression and suicidal thoughts…
Honestly I don’t know what I expect from this place…..nothing I guess…. I mean I don’t really think I can be helped at this point
Some of the users and posts….and it makes a nice distraction on days when I’m ready to stick a fork in an outlet and say to hell with it
Not much longer…
@Jswiss
Yeah, I agree, it’s the new offense, they’re not nearly as coordinated as they should be. But seriously, the Bengals? That’s painful.
I has been dead for a long time its just not official yet…I have tried and tried but my stupidity keeps me alive I guess??? so I am here for concrete information…I am tiered of silly suicide attempts that do nothing but remind me of how I failed…again ….I need information, tips, advice, anything that will help me…I do not want to fail at this anymore…as long as I am still alive I will be here…the day I leave this group is the day I am relived of my suffering…
@PainNlife: I realize you are joking, but last night I found a site that logs the most successful methods of suicide with the length of time and “agony” factor on a scale of 1-100. Electrocution has 65.5% success rate, lasting 2.4 minutes with a 72 on the agony scale (which is really high in comparison to other methods). You may have already seen this site: http:// lostallhope.com/ suicide-methods/ statistics-most-lethal-methods
@SB ROTFL: I agree completely. In fact, I remember toward the end of last season, a good team with playoff potential lost to the Bungals and all of the post-game commentators said they were reassessing the team as having play-off potential because of that loss. No reliably good team wants to lose to the Bungals.
thanks for that info…