So you say you feel like the woman you loved and knew over 2 years is not the woman you brought home last night? The woman you loved is gone?   Well I think your right atm I am a person who feels anger and numbness now?

I am not that person anymore who had it in me to feel horrible an still try to make you feel beter anymore something in me is gone.died.    I don’t have it in me to sit an cuddle u constantly trying to make u feel beter when I feel this bad.

I just keep replaying over and over in my head all u did to me that night.  Threw me into the floor over and over ..against the wall choked me over and over.  And mock me and call me baby for crying.  I keep replaying how you called me baby and childish and nuts cuz of my fear of the dark you laughed in my face.  You wont even apologize to my face for all the huge bruises and holes in my leg from where you threw me I walk around with bruises all over my leg and a hole and you wont even say your sorry to my face. And im not the person you love anymore cuz I don’t want and sit and cuddle u an tell you I love you anymore.   Maybe I have nothing left in me to give anyone you killed it.  I don’t even know who I am anymore.