An unanswered question

Have you ever realize, you are facing something that you can’t get away from it, you can’t do anything to get rid of it even you can’t ignore it, all you can do is just walk with it, until certain point of time your head tell to your self that ” i hope it will get away soon” but it won’t, it just keep dragging you to the bottom of the pit that maybe already make you felt hallucinate, and then you try to spell it out but another opinions tell you that it was something that makes you……stronger happier you name it or “hang tough”, and until the pressure point hit you and you say “enough, i am going to change it”, and you do really change…… everything, including the connection to the real world, your point of view to the real world ( i don’t have the exact word ), and you get lost, but if you try to get back you are going to face the exact experience and you are going to enter the exact cycle without the ability to change the course? i am sorry for the language.