Another upcoming scar.

Failed again. Got a large scab four inches long vertically on my wrist. Don’t know if I’m doing it wrong or if I just need to go deeper but can’t cause of my own fears.

I just can’t tell if there is something that I am unconsciously living for or if I just screw up when trying. There is nothing that I can point out that I am living for, nothing that is stopping me really.

I’ll think about it but will probably give it another go in a couple of days to a week.