I don’t have the intention of offending anyone and I am not certain what behooved me to think of this, but the more minutes pass the more legitimate it seems…what if I pretended to be so unstable I was granted the permission for a lobotomy procedure? Do you think this would be a possible alternative to suicide for you if family or friends did not have to take care of you? Could I successfully fake it? Would I or you be unreceptive enough to not care how we were treated or if we were alive or not? Or what if I pretended to have severe anxiety or schizophrenia to obtain medication and incorporate the drugs into my plan for suicide? possibly an overdose with the combination of drowning… would have to have the right dosage and good timing…could be potentially very painful… but might actually work… Am I irrational or does any of this sound plausible and achievable?
Why does this seem easier than obtaining a gun or something more simple? I am tired