Dear Lord, please forgive my sins. Â Please forgive me for not cherishing my life. I am in so much emotional pain and I just want it to end. I am so alone And can not bear another day. Please Lord, please take me to heaven tonight. Let me close my eyes and awake to see you face. I am ready. I was born ready. Please Lord, take me to join my family in heaven. Please end my suffering. I don’t have anything or anyone to live for. I am so alone. In Jesus name, amen.
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I created an account just to tell you to hang in there. I understand what it is to feel like a failure for not appreciating your life. But we only get to live on earth once. Wait it out. The good will outweigh the bad.
Got news for you buddy. God isn’t good.
The fact that you have any faith of any kind is incredible, so try to hold onto that because I’m pretty sure religious belief can really help people save themselves. I don’t and can’t believe in a god of any kind because it really makes no sense to me and I just cannot do it, but if you can, hold onto it. Maybe seek support from people who may have the same religious beliefs as yourself, search through your bible because I’m pretty sure there’s a lot of really helpful and hopeful stuff in there.
Also, you do have someone to live for and that someone is yourself. You are ultimately the one who will decide if you take your life or not so do what you can to keep yourself here because I’m pretty sure it won’t always be awful and there is probably a lot to live for that you know nothing of yet.
Take care of yourself.
Thank you so much. It means a lot to me you went through the process of creating an account for me. A total stranger. God bless you!
Assuming you were talking to me, I want to let you know how much having possibly helped you in some tiny way means to me- and isn’t that kind of the point? Life can be so hard, and so emotionally devastating at times. What makes it worth trying are those golden moments of beauty and connection. I say this as much to remind myself as to convince you!
Do you have a hobby or interest? I’m sure you’re exhausted and emotionally bankrupt, but FORCE yourself to connect. Join something, anything. There are so many people out there who are every bit as lonely as you. Find them, and form a new family. Even if something doesn’t work out, applaud yourself for trying, and move on.
When you miraculously find yourself in a happy moment, revel in it, remember it, and don’t let your mind destroy it with second-guessing and negative thoughts. If you’ll try, I will too. 🙂