Help me
I’m breaking. I don’t know what to do. I’m so used to picking up my own pieces, to putting myself back together again. I’ve never had emotional support. I go to a psychiatrist, but even she doesn’t seem to know how to help me. I talk to my dad probably once a week, even when I was at home. Now I’m 17, a senior in highschool and 20 hours away from my friends and “family”.
I can’t do it anymore. I cut again today, it was the first time I’ve cut in about  a year.
I don’t know what to do. My brain won’t stop, I’m breaking.
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My brain wont stop either
lol doctors could never help me either. they just gave me lots of different diagnoses no1 really knew what was wrong with me that prob is why they could not help me, they have no idea what they are even doing
Easy, Sunnygirl.
The forces are uncontrollable. If you resist them, you end up self destructing. Try not resisting. Let them wash over, like water.
It’s not that shrinks really understand what is going on with you, though they will sometimes. The important thing is that they join with you in an intent to help. It is the joining in intent that is of infinite help. OK?
You are young, dealing with extraordinarily profound, adult issues. Cut yourself some slack. Nobody gets a user’s manual as to how to deal with life. Nevertheless, there are guidelines. Whether religion or philosophy or ethics. Start there, if you can. Yes? You will never do better than starting with your very highest sense of what is good. but that will be good enough.
Happy Thanksgiving.
G.W.
please, dont look to everything round you with black eyes. you might be uploading your brain with things dont deserve your attention! idk what have brought u to this point, but ignore anything doesnt deserve 🙂 .
reply please.
Unfortunately, I’ve always been this way.
Ever since my mother’e suicide I’ve always been on edge, just about ready to jump off. It’s all just escalated over the last few years. I don’t even recognize myself anymore