Im not really close with anyone so it’s hard for me to tell people how I feel. Everything has just became to much for me and I don’t no what to do. The cutting/burning isn’t enough anymore. All I think about is ending my life. And I know deep down I don’t really want to but it feels like most the time something else is in my head telling me it’s a good thing. In miserable I hate living I hate doing anything. I try to convince my self that I’m not crazy or whatever and this will all past but it doesn’t. I really feel like sometime soon it’s going to really be to much and I’m going to do something stupid.
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It’s good to know that you have this place to come and rant all you want. Say whatevers on your mind, it may seem stupid but it has stopped the thoughts from consuming me. we are people that you can trust 🙂 It’s a fucked up world but this is our safe haven
please dont feel negative about yourself, life is cool, just bear the depression bouts till they disappear cause its not only your problem. please dont punish or cut yourself for something out of your hands. if u ever need to talk, this my email & i’ll reply gladly;
goods_maker@yahoo.com
Take a deep breath. Count to ten. Be gentle this day. There is a temptation only, but you can decide to say no to it and yes to life. Say, “yes.” You’ll feel better.
Cutting never seems to be enough. But I don’t know if ending your life is the answer. Someone told me once, “find something to smile about everyday. Even if you don’t mean it.”