im a 18 year old girl and i just cant handle things anymore. i wish that i was emotionless and my emotions constantly give me thoughts. what do i do from here… im thinking of taking sleeping pills. i overdosed on pills before and it wasnt successful…
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Are you still in school?
First of all, I’m a guy around your age. Second, you should right now go and start reading the book of John in the Bible. Cry out to Jesus for help. He is really there and he is listening to your prayers.
Please don’t kill yourself. You don’t realize that I actually regard everyone on this site as my dearest friend, and that the loss of one of you would be so sad to me. 🙁
Why isn’t God preventing all this from happening in the first place?
Didn’t you read James 1? Genesis 1?
“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”
Also, Genesis 1 talks about the fall of man and how he’d be cursed to have to work. From then on the world was a messed up place because Adam and Eve disobeyed God and they were cursed.
But Jesus provided a way for it to all be fixed.
But of course the world is still messed up….but Jesus guarantees that he will make a new world that will be fixed in the second life, but that those who don’t submit to his rule (even if they don’t know about his rule) won’t get to experience this.
sleeping pills rarely work… turning into an emotionless person (or trying) won’t help either (been there, worked for the worse), have you tried looking for help of some sort? i’m not sure how serious your issues are but if you are contemplating suicide they must be real serious, and you’re still really young, 18 is a difficult age too
What’s it like being brainwashed? I’ve always wondered that. Being happy/content due to an hypnosis induced delusional state must be nice. Who the hell wants to think?…..cyanide laced Kool-Aid tastes pretty good they tell me.
Please don’t. I know you heard that before. I can tell you, it isn’t the answer. I learned that. In fact, I tried it (when my wife left me).
I’m still depressed because I continue to fight with her in the divorce, she is exceptionally cruel.
My point is, I am still here.
So are you.
Talk to someone, even here. We all understand you and want to help.
Coming from a fellow suicidal 18 year old female. . . having no emotions isn’t as great as it seems. I was a zombie without the medication. . . I tried suicide. It didn’t work and now I have this big fucking sticker on my head saying look at me I failed at yet another thing. But this isn’t about me, what I’m trying to say is please don’t, they say living is better than suicide, no promises I haven’t made it that far past my attempt. Also being in a psych ward isn’t as fun as it seems. . . Knowing that you’re on here reaching out is good, there is something there, some substance to your life still. Just wait a bit. Please. I know it’s difficult. I promise it’s hard, but shit maybe we can survive past this horrible fucking miserable time? Right?! Good luck, no judgement on whatever your choice is.
You need professional help. You must be humble enough to ask for it.