my life has been hell this year! my parents are divorced and i did live with my dad and he would make me feel like nothing i never did was good enough anymore he would hold things against me for ever. if i ever did something bad he would bring up the other things i did wrong. and no matter how hard i tried to start over he wouldnt let it go . he used to tell at me for no reason. he would never say i love you or hug me. all he ever did with me was punch and play around but i didnt want that i wanted to feel safe and stuff! he would always tell me to clean and never talk to me only if we are in the car or ever with family or friends other than that he would work and come home and go to sleep !! he called me fat and stupid! and just yell at me ! and with all his drama and feeling broken cuz of a break up it hurts and you wouldn’t want to be alive ! i tried to kill my self i over dosed 3 times it only made me feel dizzy and want to fall sleep! iv cut my wrist only once but with 9 scratches going up my arm ! there are mainly times before i walked to school how i wanted to get by a buss and die and how would i end up if i got in a car crash would i die or live? and to this day i still ask my self would anything change if i died? would people care?would they cry? would they show up at my funeral? or was i just someone who didnt matter to you?
if you would like to talk just e-mail me @ – sydnie_thornton@yahoo.com
ill be happy to talk to you and maybe i can help you or you can help me.. im all ears !!