i really want to die

No. Not yet. You will do lots of stupid things in your life. And you know what? That’s ok. Everybody does stupid things.

You’re 17, you barely know yourself. You can’t make such a decision, not yet. Try other things first.

You can try, for instance, stoping doing bad things… fixing the bad things you’ve already done…. understanding that those things weren’t that bad…

don’t know, you’re free to try. So, only you can do something about it.

You’re still a teenager… of course you don’t know what to do to your life. I’m 30, and i’m just starting to understand who i am. it’s the same way with lot’s of people, that’s not a reason for giving it up.

first thing i would say to you is “know thyself”. what you really love to do? claw on that.