Just, hm, I’m brazilian, so, sorry for my english :/
I’m trying so hard, but everyday I wake up I think that might break and I hate me, I fucking hate me for failing to stand up.
Thanks to all of you who are trying to help me, but idk if I can go on anymore.
I feel so fuckin sad, so lonely, so tired of everything.
idk why people have to hurt each other, idk, maybe that let them better, I just dk.
Today I lost myself, hurt myself again, i have done it again and just, idk.
Last week I almost died of overdose, and I can’t stop thinking about wanting it again.
I just wanna disappear ):
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do you hurt yourself? please don’t. What is it bugging you so much? I want to listen to your story
No knowing is a good place to be, since that must also be the admission that you can not judge what is helpful and what is not.
I tell you the truth. The answer to your being found is there, deep within your own mind and you can find it. If you are Christian, it is done this way: God is your father, Christ is His Son (you), and the Holy Spirit is your own personal concept of God.
These are the concepts that can be used to fulfill the advice: “Know thyself.” Of course, if you are not Christian, there are other concepts.
Let me know if this is helpful or not.
G.W.
I hurt myself today. To see if I still feel.
Soulallow, I believe the world is messed up too. It’s like things are not how they are supposed to be. But I believe in a life after this one, where things will be set right. If you have a Bible you should read it. It tells the whole story. 🙂
Oh by the way I believe you need to trust in jesus to be saved from everything that’s wrong in this world too.
Anything to feel something. That is a start. The willingness to feel.
Ultimately, what you come to learn is that you are feeling all the time anyway. If you are overwhelmed and trying not to feel the pain of the world, you are feeling what doing that feels like. Or whatever it may be. Thus, there is no need to do things in order to feel. You can simply feel what you are feeling anyway and avoid some seriously deleterious consequences.
Your feelings actually are a barometer of what you are letting in. Pain/fear is the attempt to not feel what is present. Peace simply allows whatever is there to be what it is. Peace does not fear.
G.W.
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