I haven’t been on in a while… Two months? Three? I don’t know. I meant to come on a few weeks ago, but for some reason I just didn’t.
We’ve begun exams in school now. This is my time to panic. I can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t concentrate. How on earth am I supposed to revise?
An exam is due in Tuesday. We’ve had two weeks to do it. 750 words… Â I’ve done 50.
I just can’t deal with the pressure from school on top of the fucked-up state my mind is in right now.
I’ve already had too many relapses to count – and I think tonight will be bad.
I’m sorry.
My parents, my two friends, my teachers, my family, myself.
I’m just sorry.
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Hi Jiminey,
You still have lots of time to complete your essay. 750 words might seem like a huge amount, but it really isn’t that bad. Start with your introduction, then 3 body paragraphs and a decent conclusion. What topic is your essay on?
I’m sorry that school is causing you to panic. Try to relax and take deep breaths.
It’s to analyse a 5 minute clip of a movie of our choice.
I’m avoiding walking through the school gates before 10am tomorrow so I miss the lesson to hand it in, that way I have an extra two days to complete it before my next Media lesson.
School’s always made me worry – I’m made fun of and have panic attacks most days – though these last two years will be the worst, I suppose /: