I know that feeling. It’s like an adrenaline rush. It’s the feeling that comes from doing something new and dangerous. Planning suicide can be really exciting, and I’m currently working on my own plans too.
No, is not weird. I had everything plan out too but, then when the day came closer, everything started to fall apart, not in my life but the people that I care about… So as for now I gotta to stick around to make sure I can leave peacefully. I hope you thought about this…
Omg fortunear, I’m in the exact same situation. Somehow, my life just got so much better when I had all my materials ready. Even if I’m in the worst situations, I just feel happy all the time. I smile more and I really just can’t wait. Ughh, but I have to wait till late December, or even New Years.
It’s not weird. It is sad tho. I think that when we’re this depressed and everything feels so hopeless, we feel that there is hope when we think of just leaving and being free from our hopeless futures. So, we feel some hope in the thought of being able to leave behind everything that is troubling us. I feel the most hope when I think of the possibility of leaving this life behind. Nothing else really gives me much hope.
I feel sad for you to feel this way tho. I wish nobody else felt the way that I do. It’s such horrible suffering to exist like this. Why do you feel this way? Maybe there are options that could improve your outlook for the future, besides taking an early exit from life?
@Diem (adore the name) Why do you have to wait?! And Im immensely curious about your method.
@Rational I just described it in great detail in another post but Id be happy to do a one on one question and answer. I have done exhaustive research on countless methods. For instance, did you know Virginia Wolfe just put stones in her pockets and walked into the ocean? Truly fascinationing. Ill link the other post.
Not weird at all. I have been the happiest and most at peace since making my decision. I don’t have all my ingredients yet, but I have a date and a method now.
@fortunear — I might want to ask you some specific questions if there’s a way to PM you?
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No it’s not weird. You’re expecting the pain and suffering to end soon …
The waiting is unbearable.
I know that feeling. It’s like an adrenaline rush. It’s the feeling that comes from doing something new and dangerous. Planning suicide can be really exciting, and I’m currently working on my own plans too.
I have it all planned. Have for weeks. Im just waiting which is agonizing
No, is not weird. I had everything plan out too but, then when the day came closer, everything started to fall apart, not in my life but the people that I care about… So as for now I gotta to stick around to make sure I can leave peacefully. I hope you thought about this…
Omg fortunear, I’m in the exact same situation. Somehow, my life just got so much better when I had all my materials ready. Even if I’m in the worst situations, I just feel happy all the time. I smile more and I really just can’t wait. Ughh, but I have to wait till late December, or even New Years.
fortunear, I am interested in your method. Are you sure it is painless? Have there been any failures you know of?
It’s not weird. It is sad tho. I think that when we’re this depressed and everything feels so hopeless, we feel that there is hope when we think of just leaving and being free from our hopeless futures. So, we feel some hope in the thought of being able to leave behind everything that is troubling us. I feel the most hope when I think of the possibility of leaving this life behind. Nothing else really gives me much hope.
I feel sad for you to feel this way tho. I wish nobody else felt the way that I do. It’s such horrible suffering to exist like this. Why do you feel this way? Maybe there are options that could improve your outlook for the future, besides taking an early exit from life?
will you tell us if it doesn’t work
@Diem (adore the name) Why do you have to wait?! And Im immensely curious about your method.
@Rational I just described it in great detail in another post but Id be happy to do a one on one question and answer. I have done exhaustive research on countless methods. For instance, did you know Virginia Wolfe just put stones in her pockets and walked into the ocean? Truly fascinationing. Ill link the other post.
http://suicideproject.org/2013/11/thought-update/
@1298, I most certainly will. But it shouldnt. Here is hoping!
Not weird at all. I have been the happiest and most at peace since making my decision. I don’t have all my ingredients yet, but I have a date and a method now.
@fortunear — I might want to ask you some specific questions if there’s a way to PM you?