poem

i see you staring

my eyes full of tears

where is all my kindness                                                                        

i had all these years

i hurt you

i hurt him

i think im fat

but you think im thin.

my heart breaks

dark shardows coming through the door

my wrist slit open

blood pours on the floor

i know you love me but

my love has split in 2

the real question is do i want him

or do i want you

either way i will hurt you both

my life is full of lies

sooner or later you both will forget me

as my soul begins to die

dont cry a tear over me

dont take your own life away

i might not be here now

but we will be together again some day.