Wake up, streetcar, 4hr in office, meal, 4 more hrs in office, meal, sleep and mon tue wed thu fri sat. Â Â Question arises why?
killing own self is confessing life is too much for u or u don’t understand it or agreeing life not worth the trouble; living, naturally, is never easy.
Absence of any profound reason for living=daily agitation & uselessness of suffering, illusions, absurd feelings
These feelings are called suicidal thoughts.
Man do what he believes, what he has to do if he believes in absurdity of existence.
Is there any relationship between opinion about life and the act one commits to leave it?
NO, We get into the habit of living before acquiring the habit of thinking
Hence, living is first and opinion is second.