This really doesn’t seem like the place to ask for help. But, I don’t have anywhere else to turn. I have a very limited amount of friends, and even fewer still who actually talk to me. The only person I even talk to nowadays is my girlfriend, but she doesn’t deserve the pain of having someone depend on her. I’m just so tired of being a depressive piece of shit around her. And so, I must ask, what does everyone here do to relieve the pain, to be “happy’? Or, at the very least, mask the sadness. I can’t take it anymore.
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right now I just live day to day. I will do so until I can’t handle it anymore. You have a girlfriend. Im sure she loves/cares for you. I lived a lie, my wife never loved me, it was all about her desire to be in this country and now she is grasping at it all, everything, even things she is not entitled to.I lost my wife after being married 14 years and knowing her 17+ years. She cheated on me once, I forgave her, took her back, she is now doing it again while divorcing me. For me there is no way to relieve the pain of that. My night meds help me sleep some, during the day I am dealing with constant stress related to the divorce and more (including not working, which I can’t right now because of my mental state). Sometimes you cant mask the sadness, it is too strong.
I fake it. I am the actress and the world is my stage. Some days I swear I’m Oscar material.