My nights have been pretty lonely, mostly laying in bed crying about nothingness. My girlfriend recently got a job and hasn’t really been texting me, so just me and these four walls and a few cigarettes every so often, my room is a ice box sort of the way my heart feels, an empty space or maybe like a shotgun blew through my chest, I just don’t feel anything and no one cares but I’m okay with that, no ones every been there so why would they now? Anyways just needed to vent blah blah blah