I’ve gone over this in my head every day. Every minute. Every second. he finally told me to leave him alone. He was so serious. I asked him ill leave forever. I didn’t blink. I didn’t do anything. I waited for him to say something . He told me things that hurt me so much I can’t breathe. i wanna give him what he wants. I wanna leave everyone. I want to be free of the pain and suffering.
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I am certain he doesn’t want you to die. People say things when they are angry that they dont literally mean.
Also, imagine you were him and he would come to you and give you the choices to stay with him or he will suicide. How would you react?
Getting over someone is probably the hardest thing in a life, but you will have to achieve that in the next months. Thinking about him surely doesnt help. If you ever want to talk (and that helps!) come here, we’re all there for you.