A Normal Day

A Normal Day For Me Is Waking Up With Such Terrible Angish That I’m Still Alive. With Rejection Looking Into The Mirror Want To Make More Marks on myself. Through Out The Day With Biopolar . . . . Just So So Sad With Moments Of Anger With The Thoughts Of Cutting Myself  And Self Burned To Feel Better. People Who Knew Me Now Judge Me.. I’m No Different Just Know When I’ve Had Enough And My Days With Black-Out Through Out The Days Wishing To Drown My Sorrows In The Bottom Of A Bottle. It’s Never Enough . . . Nothing Ever Is. And As I Sit Here In The Same Miss Guidence  As Every Other Day . A Normal Life Would Be Blessed But Real Life Full Of Sorrow And Heartache I Don’t Know Which Would Be Better. With Much Passion Of Love, And More Passion Of Heartache. You Never No Which I’ll Come First. With Every Moment In Life Saying Do It . . . . Do What You May Ask. Do It  .  . .And I So To Myself Nah. Cause At The End Nobody’s Is There!Of Love Because Of Heartache . I Heard Through Out So Called Friends It’s??  It Hurts Most As The Demons  Anguish My By Through Pass Reflecks Of Pain And Miserya Great Fear Of Death And Sorrow Dreams Of Being Worst Then The Sorrow Of You’re Heart To Keep It Going. But At The And . . . . . . It’s Never Worth It!With People Dayley Saying. . (You Have A lot To Live For). . ) Family, Friends, Loved Ones) As I Laugh Family No Friends Never. People To Be Ther Through The Worst Day’s Of You]re Life. .  No One Was There . . . No One. Family Friends. . . No. . No One That’s Why As I SIt Here My So Called Trusted Girlfriends Here .  My Life No Trust No Love. And No I Will Not !