i can’t stand this, it just happened all of a sudden. had such a great time last night and right now i’m having a fuckin panic attack, i need someone 2 talk 2, some 1 2 talk me through this, fuck i can’t be alone with my thoughts. anything, tell me about the weather,music, i just need this to pass!!!!!!!!!!
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Bonjour.
Are you still alive?
hello, yes i am
Are you okay, or are you still all panicky?
still very much panicky
I wish I could help you, because panick attacks suck. I’ve only had a few, and the worst one was when I passed out and hit my head. Does anyone around you know that you’re having an attack?
im sorry. they do suck, keep trying to remind myself they’ll pass, it’s only for a few moments. no they don’t n id rather not let em know.
All right, but I was just suggesting that in case you pass out, it is better for people to know.
i see your point but still.
Are you still freaking out? If so, feel free to tell me about why.
im scared of being sick, of getting sick again, ive everything else before me and know that im actually enjoying life, i might be sick, i don’t wanna be sick, but then again i look and think maybe i deserve it.
What do you mean by “sick?” Are you often this way?
been at the hospital a few times, had issues with my stomach, still do, i think my body hates me, but then again i haven’t been taking great care of it. i need to do that better. just 1 issue on top of another.
Are you afraid of the hospital or what?
no im scared of dying, which is so ironic, i spent a lot of my life hurting myself, start to get over it, live a fulfilling life n then i get sick,
Perhaps you shouldn’t worry about the hospital. Are you really close to dying?
im trying really hard not to worry just wanna hear someone say everything will b ok
Hang in there buddy… life’s a rollercoaster! 🙂
thanks
It’s good to see that you’re still alive.
thanks, i don’t wanna hurt myself, i don’t want to die, no more panic attacks.