Tried it all: talking, counseling, therapy, asked my doctor what meds would work best since many could practically cripple me (he still hasn’t gotten back to me). No matter what I do, I see everything and everyone as less than perfect and therefore a burden to the universe and everything in it.
…I think too much. New lesson, kiddies: don’t think. It’ll do things to you.
Anyways yeah. Would a 20ft drop head-first be enough to kill me?
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Everyone is possibly less than perfect, but why is this a problem?
One thing I’ve learned from my depression is dying is always an option. Knowing that, I also know that I don’t wish this pain on anyone else…that’s what has kept me alive. The pain of depression lingers inside all of us. Sometimes/Always, it’s overwhelming! If your reading my post, your either here for the same reason I am…support, reason and desire to live. OR, your here to help others find the strength to take the next step, wait to see what tomorrow brings. Show us (we are family) were not alone. I for one hope my words touch someones heart. I also want people out there to know what they have shared on this site might be hard to read but at the same time comforting to read for others lost like us. We cant sugar coat depression, it sucks. We can teach this world about depression by sharing our pain and giving the lost a place to come share their thought’s too. At the very least we as a group can at least try to help each other find light, any light at the end of this long tunnel of life. Love to you all… hugs to your hearts my friends!!
Oh gosh, 20ft? No, no, that won’t kill you unless you break your neck, but that leaves room for so much to go haywire, such as paralyzation, permanent brain damage or broken bones. I would really reconsider nose diving 20ft onto concrete.
I hope you can finally be happy with whatever you choose… I can’t lie and say anything about this world is perfect, at least your not running away from that painful truth so at the end pick a decision you can’t regret… death is permanent, thats its flaw and highlight… I wouldn’t bet on 20ft like she ^ said it leaves too much room for complications