Hello… I’m Kelly and I’m new here. I know I need help. The only problem is I don’t think I want help. IÂ like the pain, and I like the feeling of loneliness that comes at night. Only I’m getting tired of this escapade. It’s all getting a little crowded. I don’t know what to do.
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Do you feel that maybe your problem is that you infact like it?
welcome to the site.
tell us more about you. 🙂
If you like pain it is most probably for coping with depression etc. Real pain (at worst cutting etc) suppresses the pain that your depression causes.
I like nights too, because I can dream and forget about all the things bothering me. It is probably my favourite time of the day 🙂
If you feel like sharing a little more of your story, we could give you better help because many different kinds of depression have the same symptoms as what you told us. But don’t hesitate to leave out things you are not comfortable in saying!
It’s nice to meet you, but sorry you’re here. 🙂
The comfort you’re finding in the sadness, is addictive in it’s own way and is actually pretty common amongst us who live with depression and I’ve seen more than a few posts like this on this site.
And it will be much better if you combat that now than down this rather unhealthy road.