What is honestly the point of Christmas? Jesus was born yeah yeah I get that point of view. But presents and gifts and family and friends and we all have to be fuckiing cheerful just because its a “special day”. Of course on a day like today they notice that I am unhappy… but why cant they notice that everyday? There isn’t any fucking difference! Family makes me want to run away and hide. Friends make me want to cry. Presents I don’t deserve. And gifts make it all worse. So if the holidays are meant to be cheerful and happy for everyone.. why cant they notice I need help.. why cant they see I WANT help. Why cant they see I want to be happy.. But honestly when you think about it, I mean truly think about it.. We are all alone.. with no one to confide in.. and no one to help. Theres really no point in holidays.
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There is a point in holidays…… its money.
A large part of the economy is based on holidays, the spending around it. Look at the madness around the malls, etc. Society doesn’t give a crap about what you believe, its the money that counts. Spend it to get ABC for DEF. I didnt buy any gifts this year, not even a card. Of course Im not celebrsating anyway, couldnt give less of a shit about today, all it does is remind me of what life used to be.