I don’t think I can go on in life, I’m going to move out with my sister so she can start her life and then I’m going to kill myself. Maybe with a gun? Pills? Who knows, I just can’t find any worth in myself, I’ve tried so hard to get somewhere in life but it’s not working.. I can’t be happy. I know when I move I’m not going to be any happier because I’m a nobody and nobodies go no where and aren’t worth anything in this world.