Im 13 i have a pretty bad life i dont live with family only me friends. . I don’t understand why i hear voices but its just probably me fighting against meself i guess i hate that im ugly fat i hate everything about me .My friend couldn’t take seeing all of me friends sad and depressed and cutting all the time and all so she forced us to go to the school counselor and its just making things worse.The counselor keeps telling me all the things that my head says are lies and saying i deserve to die and that i deserve all the bullying.I starve meself cuz i don’t want people yelling and laughing at me when i’m eating i’m just a failure i want to die but every time i try i fail just like in school i have adhd so it doesnt help and me mum keeps calling me 24 seven even though SHE kicked me out of the house and abused me. I don’t know why me best friends killed themselfs i dont know if they did because of me but it most likely is cuz i mess everything up im worthless pathetic weak stupid what else am i to live for. im tired of living im tired of crying im tired of everything
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your counselor told you that? I honestly find that hard to believe.
Try talking to another adult you trust/like, maybe one of your favorite teachers?
I so understand what your going through. My life isn’t nearly as bad as yours but my mom ignores me and my dad sleeps all day. No one knows I am bulimic and cut myself except for my two best friends. Them and my boyfriend who doesn’t know anything about my depression, cutting, bulimia, and multiple suicide attempts are all I have left and one of my friends keeps telling me i need help. I feel so stuck like there’s nothing I can really do to fix it. There’s these voices in my head I can hear them all the time telling me I’m too fat and I need to throw up my dinner. I’ve probably said too much but if you ever wanna talk… I’m here.
oh year, im 13 too