Some say I have everything.. a family, a boyfriend, friends… But I don’t have someone to talk about what I feel.
How am I suppose to say the people I love I got raped? How am I suppose to say that my ex-boyfriend friend, raped me in is house, and no one saw?
I tried to kill my self before, because I cound’t see a purpose of being in this world, but rigth now… I just don’t know what to do and it’s killing me inside! I can’t go out my room, I can’t talk to anyone, I just want to talk…
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How can you not tell someone face to face? Maybe not family, but a counselor, the police, or someone? Obviously there is pain and talking about one’s own pain is also painful; but it is also therapeutic. Talk with someone responsible, empathetic, helpful asap. G.W.
I can’t do that… My mum, she’s already in a dark place, if she knew she would be so depressed and it would be my fault… I can’t tell the police, they would never belive me because no one can prove I’m rigth, everyone will assume I’m lying
You can email me. I am sorry you have to go through this.
Agreed. I don’t know what I can do for you, but if just letting some steam off in a letter helps, then feel free to email me as well.
Keep a knife on you at all times so that this never happens to you again. I can’t even begin to imagine how hard it must be for you, but try to stay as strong as humanly possible. You need yourself, you need yourself more then you need anyone else. Please get through this.
I don’t know what I’m going to do… I’m scared and I can’t really tell anyone about this so I can’t be protected, ’cause I know how to protect myself. And since my mum discovered that I cut my wrists since I was 15, every knife in the house is hidden so…
but thanks for being worry
Hey hun. I just came out to my brother about my own experiences with rape and sexual abuse. He’s the only one I’ve told and it’s been more than a year and a half. If you need to vent you can always email me (abh43@georgetown.edu). I promise your words will not fall on deaf ears.